orekimok

Hello everyone, I've come out from one of my successful hiatus (finally!). I haven't touched this blog for half-a-year. How are things here lately? I looks like everyone is dead... oh my ghulay...

Maintaining a blog is hard nowadays... well, for me of course. There are some people are comfortable doing it. They are gifted ones with the power of words and a bunch of ideas in my mind put together to form a great post, so great that everyone steals them and claims the stolen entries as theirs (okay, that's the sad part) but it doesn't stop most authors to make astounding entries.

With the proliferation of this so-called hype called Facebook, it made matters worse. I got to the point that I never respnded to game requests because I'm too busy with my FarmVille, Mafia Wars and Vampire Wars. But after the great flood, thanks to Typhoon Ondoy, I got back to my senses that I should not dependent to those games.

So... what should I post? Posting for a nerdy introduction sounds bland.

Maybe I'll save my words for later, when the inspiration strikes...

Good day.

grax

•  I used to cry whenever I get bad marks.
•  I pushed myself too hard that I am already on my limits
•  I am an ugly ducking where all those zits just keeps messing up my face because of sleepless nights I have to endure
•  I have no time for "me-time"
•  I compare myself to those who are better than me.

BUT what I do have right now:

1.  A caring brother who is ALWAYS there for me. He never left my side even during my weakest moments. He even told me I was beautiful inside out and that I should never ever compare myself. He even gave me a hug that I badly need the most.
2.  New friends who kept encouraging me that I should hang on and soon, I will succeed.
3.  Never be afraid to fail. If you did, so what?! Why stress myself. Its just not worth it. When I fail, that has a purpose to make me even stronger. Whatever does not kill only makes you stronger.
4.  Take note of your mistakes. Don't be afraid of them.
5.  Make most of your worthwhile time.
6.  Practice! Practice! Eat good food and breathe!
7.  God who gives me everything I need even if I fail to notice.

So I guess, even if I am an ugly duckling today, tommorow and the month after, I have a family to always back me up. But still, I need all the divine intervention that I need. This is such a crucical time for me right now.Before I turn 23 very soon, I fervently hope God hears my wish. Amen.

Currently feeling: hopeful

grax

I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

Blogging is even harder than before. Even scribbling. All I can see is NUMBERS, calculator and dollar signs.

I'm just glad my brother is the BEST kuya ever for helping me to stay on track. Thank you God. Im just mentally sweating.

Currently feeling: in a hurry.

maxterspade12ph

bumalik na sila..

this time, aabusuhin ko ang pagpunta nila..

magpapamasahe ako.. ahahaha...

pantanggal lang ng stress. medyo stressed out kasi e.

magbibigay pa ba ako ng tip?