fatimah just stopped by here sa office. i really miss her so much.. i couldnt stop myself from hugging her. haha. her voice was so gloomy and i asked if she's ok, and she's not, because her mom just passed away last week. her mom was diagnosed with brain cancer probably 4 or 5 years ago, she had an operation, survived it but suffered from short term memory loss. i feel like her mom grew close to me even if i never met her.. most of the time, siya ang kinukwento sakin ni fatimah. I guess it's good na rin na she's at peace.. at least she's not suffering from the pain anymore.

Fatimah's birthday is coming up. I also asked her to come back, but she doesn't want to because she said she hates this place. Can't blame her for saying that.

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is a big, fashionable and comfy sweater. :D

ive been watching project runway since season 2, i really enjoy watching women walk down the runway wearing really pretty dresses. pero i never felt like id wanna buy or wear the clothes.. except for this season. i really like the big sweaters made by irina and althea, i think it's both fashionable and comfy.

here are some pictures from season 6 finale.

i like the dress and the top in the second picture, but i love the big sweaters.. i hope makahanap ako ganyan dito. or sana, may magbigay sakin na mabait for christmas hahahaha. asa? ive been searching for it in the internet, pero i dont think may binebenta ng ganyan sa ngayon. if you wanna see more pics from the finale click here

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One of my highschool girlfriends commented something on my Facebook that just kept bugging my mind the WHOLE day.

Lovelife. The NON-existent love life.

Naalala ko lahat ng mga ginawa ko dati. Eh ano ngayon? Tama na. Ayoko na. Sira ulo pa ko nun eh.

Freestyle's song is right. I do not care but it just sinks in. No wonder, my mind's wandering all the time.

Bawal munang lumandi. Maghanap muna ng ikakabuhay! Marami pa rin dyan. Hindi ako mauubusan! HAHA.  

Currently feeling: irritated, pathetic, and sarcastic

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Noong nag-aaral pa ako sa College, natutunan ko sa aking klase na Finance ang mga katagang "calculated risk". In simple terms, ito yung pagsusugal at pagpusta sa llamado. Yung pagsabak sa giyera na may malaking chance na manalo ka.

Kung iisipin mo, lahat ng ginagawa natin ay sugal. Yun pagtawid mo sa kalsada, kung kakain ka ba o matutulog na lang, yun desisyon kung papasok ka ba sa skul o maglalaro ka na lang ng dota, pati yung pagsisimula ng negosyo, lahat yan sugal sa buhay.

Maka ilang beses na rin ako sumugal sa buhay ko. kadalasan, talo. yun nga ang sabi sa statistics, 9 out of 10 businesses ay nagsasara, totoo yun. Pero that does not stop you on trying. e pano kung eto na yung 10% na chance mo para mag succeed, dapat hindi mo palampasin.

Merong panahon sa buhay ko na kinailangan ko ng pera, syempre nangutang ako sa mga kakilala ko. hindi ko nga alam kung natatandaan pa nila na may utang ako sa kanila. Ginamit ko yung pera na yun pansugal. Ang problema, hindi ko ginamitan ng computation for calculated risk. hindi ko pa kasi natutunan yun nun panahon na yun. nun pinag-aralan ko yun endeavor, lumalabas na 1out of 89,785,745,416 ang chance ko na mag succeed. huli na ang lahat nung nalaman ko yun. at hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin sila nababayaran.

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I really really really really wanted to start a business now. May concept na ako. Alam ko na kung sino ang mga empleyado ko, pero hindi ko masimulan dahil number 1: wala akong puhunan. number 2: hindi ko pa nakakausap ang mga taong involved.

Gusto ko isang restaurant na simple lang ang concept. walang eklavu, hindi siya karenderia, at hindi rin aircon.

Gusto ko meron akong parking space. kasya ang hanggang apat na sasakyan.

Gusto ko, operating hours ay mula 9am til 9pm.

Gusto ko malapit lang sa bahay namin ang location.

Makakabuo kaya ako ng puhunan sa pasko? Habang onti pa lang ang inaanak ko na bibigyan sa Pasko.

Para naman magamit ko ang pinag-aralan ko sa college at its fullest.

Help me Lord/

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STOP BEING PARANOID, AND STOP FREAKKIIINGGG OUUUTTT!!! DAMMMIITTT!!!

it's not worth all the stress, insecurities and tears. there are far more important things to deal with and think about. 

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The weather's good. Sunday's mass is inspirational.

The Walmart lady on the counter had the happiest and friendliest face I can always cherish back.

I know now what it means to be a good steward through Dan's talk *reminds me of an "old" friend back but this guy is much better.

I bought a new CD songs of Mozart that is mentally stimulating and my brother agrees.

I realized my Dad is also a "gift"

This epiphany was so great that I am just bursting how a wicked world can be a full of genuine awe.

God is good! He really is.

So after all, I am still okay. These plugs are just worth sharing after all the not-so-good stuff lately

I don't care, "acne." Spread on my face, I'll get back to you once Im over these.

Currently feeling: blessed